Nov 2 2008 06:01 pm
I like this boy,
Who's shirt says ride that pony ,
And now my friend who's on the foot ball team with him,
Knows,
So whenever we're in class ,
He's like
RIDE THAT PONY!(:
Oct 30 2008 07:24 pm
**WE'RE IN 10TH NOW. :)
In 8th grade I met my new best friend. The person I trust the most. He's like my personal diary. He knows everything about me. The Good and the Bad and some things that should make the world hate me. When I tell him he understands 100%. He's one of the only people that have seen the best of the best of me and the worse of the worse of me. He makes me feel amazing but lately I've realized he's completely and amazingly in love with me. And to be quite honest...the feeling is mutual. I can't breathe when he comes around. My stomach jumps when he calls my name and my heart races when he touches me. But...I'm dating one of our other best friends. I don't know. I feel so strong for this other boy and I know he's head over heels for me too but what about the other best friend, the one that loves me. I feels so unfair to him.
=/
Oct 30 2008 07:23 pm
In 8th grade I met my new best friend. The person I trust the most. He's like my personal diary. He knows everything about me. The Good and the Bad and some things that should make the world hate me. When I tell him he understands 100%. He's one of the only people that have seen the best of the best of me and the worse of the worse of me. He makes me feel amazing but lately I've realized he's completely and amazingly in love with me. And to be quite honest...the feeling is mutual. I can't breathe when he comes around. My stomach jumps when he calls my name and my heart races when he touches me. But...I'm dating one of our other best friends. I don't know. I feel so strong for this other boy and I know he's head over heels for me too but what about the other best friend, the one that loves me. I feels so unfair to him.
=/
Oct 26 2008 06:10 pm
i had sex with my boyfriend of a month for the first time ever, im 14. he broke up with me two weeks later and went out with another girl. ive been really depressed and my OCD has gotten worse. i wish he loved me.
Oct 26 2008 12:25 am
when i was 6 i watched a scary lepricon movie and the lepricon was evil and killed people and wouldn't die or anything when people tryed to kill it it's magic would bring it back to life and it would go invisible and shrink down to itty bitty sizes when they tryed to drown it it wouldn't drown and i'm still afraid that when i use the bathroom it will come up from out of the toilet and bite my ass like hardcore and then i'll have a metal ass/ass cheek dependsing on where he bit me.
that and i have a weird obbsession with bats and spider webs they're in my bathroom bedroom closet locker bedspread and some of my clothes
=]
Oct 19 2008 06:43 am
I have such a demented mind, when I grow up, I wanna examine dead bodies.
I have watched a man get eaten alive by a lion and a girl become decapitated by impact. It ammuses me.
Oct 19 2008 06:42 am
I have a very low self esteem. I started homeschooling, so I didn't have to make a fool out of myself at school.
I abuse myself mentally and physically.
Oct 19 2008 06:41 am
I've had an eating disorder for the past 2 years and I wanna stop, but I can't. It's taken over my body.
I also, punch my stomach when I get hungry, and I cut myself when I eat, to punish myself for eating.
Oct 19 2008 06:36 am
When I was 7 years old, I was sexually abused by a 15 year old for about a year.
Now, I'm mentally abused by my father, mother & pretty much everybody else.
Also, when I was 13, I dug up my dead dog, and bashed it's head in with a shovel. It's brains gushed out, and I laughed.
Oct 5 2008 05:18 pm
I'm in love with Guimauve.
: )
Oct 3 2008 05:14 pm
i really thought i like this guy like A LOT* and he told me he loved me and that he wanted to prove his love to me sexually and i was so like into him i told him that i would.
when he came over one day we were uhh doing stuff and i said no but i really couldnt stop him
now i have like this weird thing about me and im afraid to trust anyone not just guys but its really bad with guys.
even my best guy friends that i have known for a very long time and i have no idea what to do now. i dont even tell my best friends anything because im afraid they are just pretending to be my friend and somehow like use me.
Oct 2 2008 07:44 pm
when i was like... 6.. i faked i broke my leg just so i could miss school:D and..
we went to the hospitol and everything.
then i got in trouble bc my mom spent 200$ on full body x rays.. and i confessed i was faking:D
Sep 30 2008 10:13 pm
ive been sexually abused. ive never told anyone.
im scared to be with a guy alone.
Sep 30 2008 07:03 pm
i love him Maybe too much.
Maybe too little :\
Sep 28 2008 08:08 pm
I have a creamcheese fetish,, not like a sexual fetish thought :}
Sep 27 2008 04:52 pm
I'm so scared of death. I hate that I probably only have about what, sixty years left? Then what. No one's going to remember me. I can't breathe, eat, do the daily things that most of the people do and take for granted. I don't know if that made any sense... The point I'm trying to make is just that...
I'm scared.
Sep 27 2008 03:51 pm
For eight years now I have told my mom everyday that I love her, and for eight years everyday she has never said it back.
Sep 27 2008 01:54 pm
idk whats wrong with me like everyone in my school thinks im a slut and im bipolar and all this stuff its not like normal highschool drama for me its really bad last year someone spread a rumor that i was pregnant and people in a town three hours away were texting me and asking me about it... i tend to push people away a lot i fell in love with a boy hard and i kept breaking up with him for stupid reasons we have been broken up for a month and he started dating one of my friends who is like gorgeous about two weeks ago at first i was really hurt i cried all the time and called him and texting him constantly but now im to the point where i dont want him back i just dont want him to be happy so idk maybe im just weird
Sep 15 2008 01:14 am
i'm in love with a guy i shouldn't be in love with. he's cheated on me and all the things a guy could do to a girl. he had one girlfriend for three years and i never knew until a few months ago. i figured that was it and we'd never talk again but we've been "sneaking around" ever since and i feel bad that i'm doing anything with him.. and i hate him so much but for some reason, he's the only guy i could never seem to let go of :/
Sep 14 2008 07:41 pm
kay, mhmm i really scared of going pee because im scared sothing is going to climb up the toilet and like bite my bum,
also i think its really werid to walk on sidewalks because i think ill fall threw the cracks or like break my moms/dads back you remeber that, lmfao so yah idk if im just really werid but its kay. ( :
Sep 14 2008 06:09 pm
i cut myself. and i dont want to anymore. but i cant help it. i need seriuse help.
Sep 13 2008 12:04 am
okay, so i'm bi-sexual and all my friends and everybody has known it for a while, like i came out a long time ago but the thing is i'm still geting a bunch of crap about it. i'm so tired of people judging me and making me feel bad about who I am. I just don't get why people have to be so harsh. I don't really care what people think but it still hurts what they have to say.
Sep 12 2008 06:51 pm
i feel like no one in my family cares.
my mom and dad both smoke grass. my dad is a drunk my mom is never home and when she does shes smoking eating or sleeping my sister is gone and doesnt care and i feel like im all alone and i could crawl up in a ball nd go hide away.
Sep 9 2008 10:54 pm
um, hi. lol. =]
Sep 7 2008 07:44 pm
when i first saw the excorcism of emily rose, i couldn't sleep for weeks.
and i'm not 10.. haha.
:p
anyone else?? cause' i feel like i'm the only one thats bothered by scary movies.
Aug 29 2008 10:45 pm
May sound silly but i can feel when people are great and arent. Ive said things that turned out to be true,80% of the time.
Aug 29 2008 10:35 pm
i think a giant talking marshmellow would be really cute =]
Aug 21 2008 11:46 pm
to last confesser
it's probably easier said than done, but i say forget about your cheating bf of a father & get together with your ex. no one deserves to be cheated on even once. you and your son deserve better :) so go for it<3
Aug 21 2008 10:59 pm
totally ok here goes, so i have a son who is almost 4.. im still with his father.. but his father cheated on me with my best friends little sisterlike before he was born, but i didtn find out about it until like 2 years after the fact that it happen, so my son was like one... and then he tried/did basicly cheat on me again with some chick from his school... i found out got pissed off.. and then found out a few months later he was trying to do the same thing again.. so prett much 3 times. but its been like over a year.. and were good.. but my ex came back into my life and now all those feelings are getting stirred up again... and really never got over the fact.. it was kinda mutually we lived in diffrent states.. so long distance kinda thing didnt really work.. but idk the feelings were just burred and now there back.. and i never really stopped loving my ex,, just kinda out of sighto ut of mind kind of thing... and just he was the one ya know?
always forever hole nine yards, butterflies in stomache anxious when your not talkin to him kinda thing... the soul mate true love thing.. and i got no freakin clue wtf to do :-/
Aug 21 2008 10:13 pm
o.m.g.! i think i'm in love with my best friend, hahah i think you already know that lol x]
but now everyone knows
anyways idc, i just care the he loves me so much
but before i talk to him again i'm gonna give him a list with things to do
help me think some :)
maybe he has to buy me, miley's new cd.
buy me a big teddy bear
idk :)
lol
bye
ily <3
Aug 21 2008 07:55 pm
If i hit something, like, a telephone post, i have to say sorry XD.
And i have to sleep with ALL my stuffed animals on my bed, cuz' if i dont, i feel that they are sad, and left out. so if i kiss one, i have to kiss all of em. and tell em all goodnight.
I have like, 30.
<33
Aug 21 2008 07:46 pm
i am way to much of a flirt, i flirt with everyone even though i have a boyfriend. and i want my ex boyfriend back even though i still like my current one. and my ex boyfriend has a girlfriend who hates me but he still talks to me on the phone everynight. and i dont even see my boyfriend often.. :/
now that i am done confessingg
i must say
this site is bomb and this is a good idea (:
Aug 21 2008 06:50 pm
i confess that i hate talking about my feelings and then i hold them in. i can only vent my hurting me, someone, something or a combination of the three is to write and then i post it in a blog for people to read like i want them to care how i feel. so basically im a hypocrit.
Aug 19 2008 11:10 pm
when i was younger i used to think that the guys in my school would plant tiny video cameras in my room and bathroom for when i changed so i changed in the closet. then one of the guys this year was like its not like im some stalker who will bug your room or anything when you change. it was so weird.
Aug 19 2008 11:03 pm
If I touch one side of something, I have to touch the other side otherwise I'll feel all wacko on one side of my body where I didn't touch it.
So basically, I have to touch something with both my right and left nad. :/
Aug 19 2008 09:13 pm
i had a really weird dream about nick jonas so now i think we're destined to be together lmao :PPP
* the interesting part is that i am not a fan of the jonas brothers at ALL. my dream was basically that he met me and liked me because i wasnt some crazy fan. lmfao :PP
Aug 19 2008 08:57 pm
I wish I could spend the rest of my life with her.
Aug 19 2008 08:56 pm
On a night, I put my teddies under my duvet cover because I think they will get cold if I dont.
=P
Aug 19 2008 08:54 pm
i have low self esteem because my dad was a drunk, and somehow, i feel alcohol is better than me ://
Aug 19 2008 08:54 pm
i like to eat ham in bed. =)
Aug 19 2008 08:51 pm
i have low self esteem because this girl at school picks on me :/
Aug 19 2008 08:49 pm
i used to be the fattest little baby ever and i used to have leg braces. well you could sit me in a corner and i'd be there 3 hours later cuz i couldnt move! xD
Aug 19 2008 08:37 pm
When i was younger, and there was a dead bug in the toilet... i'd have to flush it before going cause i used to think it would come back alive just to bite me in the butt lmao.
